As you might have noticed I haven’t published anything here in a week or so. I was on vacation, but in the past vacations have been the most productive of times or me.
Not this time.
Not that I wasn’t t writing, I was writing a lot. The problem is, when I went back and read the stuff I wrote it was so negative that I really didn’t think it belonged out there for world wide consumption.
To use an archaic phrase, I’ve become prone to bouts of melancholy which in turn have sapped the energy for creative work right outta me.
Lots of things going on which are contributing to this lull, which I won’t go into here.
Suffice to say that this blog, usually a source of pride feels like a millstone around my neck these days as I try to come up with things to write about, only to find myself generating a wretched pity party of prose that has me wondering, what’s the point, especially given that when I go back and read it, I find it so full of spelling and grammar errors that any claims to writing are invalidated immediately.
See what’s happening, I just did it again.
So… I don’t know. The energy isn’t there to make the time. Will it get better? Probably. And I’ll keep writing l know, it is after all, what i do. But for today anyway, I’m out.
Thanks for listening.